Gluten Free Cheesy Potatoes

Gluten Free Cheesy Potatoes

May 2017

Gluten free cheesy potatoes. Also known as heaven. 🙂

Prep: 15 Minutes

Cook time: 1-1.5 hours

Serves 2-4 people

What You Need:

2 tblspns gluten free flour/mix (Enjoy Life, Arrow Root)

2 tblspns butter (or ghee)

2 Cups Milk

4-6 small potatoes sliced

2 cups of cheese of choice (I use sharp cheddar)

1 pinch garlic salt

1 pinch onion powder

Pepper to taste

Casserole dish (most sizes will work)

 

In a small sauce pan melt the butter on low heat, stirring in gluten free flour. Whisk it well or until there are no longer any clumps, slowly adding in the milk. Leaving it on low heat, bring it to a slow boil before gradually stirring in the cheese.

 

Put down one layer of potatoes in casserole dish and layer with sauce. Repeat until you have desired casserole depth (it will vary depending on the pan). Make sure all the potatoes are covered with sauce and place in the oven.

 

I suggest baking it at 350* for one hour and then increments of 5-10 minutes after that until the desired texture is obtained.

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Gluten Free Cheesy Potatoes

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Also known as heaven. 🙂 [/et_pb_text][et_pb_text admin_label="Text" background_layout="light" text_orientation="left" use_border_color="off" border_color="#ffffff" border_style="solid" text_font="||on||"] [/et_pb_text][/et_pb_column][/et_pb_row][et_pb_row admin_label="Row"][et_pb_column type="4_4"][et_pb_text admin_label="Text" background_layout="light" text_orientation="left" use_border_color="off" border_color="#ffffff" border_style="solid"] Prep: 15 Minutes Cook time: 1-1.5 hours Serves 2-4 people What You Need: 2 tblspns gluten free flour/mix (Enjoy Life, Arrow Root) 2 tblspns butter (or ghee) 2 Cups Milk 4-6 small potatoes sliced 2 cups of cheese of choice (I use sharp cheddar) 1 pinch garlic salt 1 pinch onion powder Pepper to taste Casserole dish (most sizes will work)   In a small sauce pan melt the butter on low heat, stirring in gluten free flour. Whisk it well or until there are no longer any clumps, slowly adding in the milk. 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Like the rest of the world, our days got busy. Two degrees to pursue, one to finish. Two little boys to raise, and crime to diminish. A classroom of kids to teach, for everyone has to learn math. And boy did the cancer grow back fast. March came with a bang, but Lizzie was still under the weather. The toughest trooper we know, but could this be her time to go? A trip to Huntsman’s acute care clinic, fighting cancer can have its perks. A cancer scan, emergency day-after chemo, and no more teaching math. Not the way we wanted it to go, but only God sees our path. It’s now the end of May and we’ve been plugging away. Lizzie’s strength is back, her cocktail as strong as ever. She’s getting closer to being out from under the weather. As far as we know, everything so far so good. We appreciate the love, and from me personally, the five-star food. Your creamy soups sure know how to change a person’s mood. We’ve got a scan coming up, we’re nervous-duh. But we’ve got a little something more on our side. No matter how long we do this, 3 years has been the ride, We testify God lives and loves us enough to send his son to die. Cancer’s scary-it’s a bully, it’s a threat. But it’s also lessons to be learned and people to be met. It’s forgiveness, and love, and growing up real fast. It’s looking to the future instead of being so tied to the past. We don’t have the answers, so there’s no point in the questions. How ‘bout a hug, a smile, or maybe a joke? If we talk about cancer anymore, we may have to choke. God has the answers, this is his game. Please, we don’t want to be thrown into fame. We just want to live, to love, and to learn. For simplicity, normality, and the shadows we yearn. We’ve been ever blessed, we could never say thank you enough. You all need to remember, at the end of the day Lizzie is still tough. We’ll keep our cocktails for now, and we’ll pray for a trial. Not the kind we have now, but a clinical, please no denial. 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Gluten Free Almond Flour Banana Bread (Easy Guide)

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Here's my latest recipe for easy gluten free banana bread using almond flour.

  • Ingredients:

    • 1 cup almond flour
    • 1 1/2 - 2 mashed ripe bananas
    • 1 egg
    • 1 tsp vanilla
    • 1/8 tsp ground cinnamon
    • 1/8 tsp nutmeg
    • generous helping of chocolate chips
    • 1 tbls of butter or butter replacement
    • 1 tsp baking soda
    • 1/8 tsp salt
    • 1 tsp lemon juice
    • 2 small bread pans or 1 large bread pan
    • coconut oil
    • 1/8 cup oats (optional)- if you do add oats, be sure to add at least 2 ripe bananas so the texture of the bread isn't dry
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  • Directions:

  • Preheat oven to 350* F
  • Coat your pans with a generous amount of coconut oil (I like to spread it on with a paper towel so it's even)
  • Combine almond flour, (optional) oats, cinnamon, nutmeg, baking soda and salt in a bowl
  • Add the lemon juice, vanilla and egg and stir
  • After mashing bananas in a separate bowl, stir those in as well
  • The final touch is adding as many chocolate chips as you like (I go for the generous side of things)
  • Pour batter into one large bread pan, or split evenly between the two small (batter should be 1/2-3/4 the way up the smaller bread pans. If using a larger bread pan spread it more thinly so the inside can cook as well.)
  • Bake at 350* F for 50-55 minutes or until a toothpick can be inserted into the middle of the loaf and removed cleanly. Cooking time may be shorter if you use multiple smaller bread pans.
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Gluten Free Poppy Seed Chicken

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  • 2 Chicken Breasts (cooked and pulled)
  • 1 Cup Of Cooked Rice
  • 2 cups of milk/water in a small sauce pan
  • ½ cup of Shirley J Cream Soup & Sauce Mix (or a half a cup of any cream based sauce mix you prefer to make)
  • ½ tblspn of poppyseeds
  • ¼ cup of grated cheese
  • Pinch of onion powder
  • Gluten free bread crumbs
  • 1 tspn of gluten free chicken granule
  *I cooked my chicken in a crock pot previously and shredded it. If you’re short on time you could use cubed or canned chicken.*  
  1. Combine your cream based sauce, chicken granule, poppy seeds, and onion powder in a small sauce pan and bring it to a low boil.
 
  1. Serve over cooked rice and sprinkle cheese and bread crumbs above before eating.
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Life’s too short for dating games

Dating is the pits. But sometimes, it's not. My advice? Play the dating game. But... don't play games with people's feelings.
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Life’s too short to just wear neutral colors

We all fall into the 'neutrals' trap. Admit it, you do. It's okay, in fact it's kind of just a part of human nature. We get established, we get comfortable, and we don't want anything to change.
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A for honesty….or I mean eventual honesty.

Stop faking it. Be genuine human beings. Stand up for what you believe in. Quit caring so much about others and take the time to care for yourself. In reality, by caring for yourself and telling the truth, you're taking better care of them anyways.
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May 2015

We’re in one heck of a fight, yeah you got that right.
With the ring of a bell, headed into what some call our personal Hell.
It’s routine now, chemo, sleep, repeat.
How many rounds is this?
Good question, we count birthdays and chocolate bars around here.

This year it started in November, as far as I can remember.
A break from chemo, but hardly a break from the fight.
Our regular cocktails weren’t giving a good enough buzz
Shhh, not that kind of cocktail-no need to call the fuzz.

December rolled around,
We did our best to deck the halls.
Surgery with the doc, coming up on number two.
Jimmy made himself known, said ‘doc sir, you get this right.’
I guess a liver’s pretty important; at least that’s what they said.
According to Jimmy, not as important as his little Lizzie, ‘she is my wife’.
Huntsman became our hang-out, and despite all the casseroles- we ordered plenty of take-out.

Lizzie was brave, obeying the doc’s orders.

In a room without her family, but not completely alone.
No anesthesia today, although there was hardly a hooray.
She held her breath, swallowed her fear, and let the chemo beads roam.
The doc’s hands were steady, everything was ready.
A surgery more precise than any before, one bead placed, two beads, and more.
Her family waited two sets of heavy doors away, heavenly angels held her hands.
“Be brave,” they whispered, “stay strong. God understands.”

One successful surgery later, we’re not sure who was more relieved-Jimmy or the doc.
Cancer and vertigo ruled our party, making most driving licenses invalid.
Chauffer Lindsey and the Subie to the rescue.
Who thought of buying the clutch anyway, those U of U hills are madness.
Back home to Kamas, casseroles and chicken noodle soup waiting.
Two cute little kiddos, grandma’s home soon to be invading.
Cheers to a Christmas, and a New Year too.
The doc said no more chemo, rest your tired head and renew.

January and February rolled right along.
Like the rest of the world, our days got busy.
Two degrees to pursue, one to finish.
Two little boys to raise, and crime to diminish.
A classroom of kids to teach, for everyone has to learn math.
And boy did the cancer grow back fast.

March came with a bang, but Lizzie was still under the weather.
The toughest trooper we know, but could this be her time to go?
A trip to Huntsman’s acute care clinic, fighting cancer can have its perks.
A cancer scan, emergency day-after chemo, and no more teaching math.
Not the way we wanted it to go, but only God sees our path.

It’s now the end of May and we’ve been plugging away.
Lizzie’s strength is back, her cocktail as strong as ever.
She’s getting closer to being out from under the weather.
As far as we know, everything so far so good.
We appreciate the love, and from me personally, the five-star food.
Your creamy soups sure know how to change a person’s mood.

We’ve got a scan coming up, we’re nervous-duh.
But we’ve got a little something more on our side.
No matter how long we do this, 3 years has been the ride,
We testify God lives and loves us enough to send his son to die.
Cancer’s scary-it’s a bully, it’s a threat.
But it’s also lessons to be learned and people to be met.
It’s forgiveness, and love, and growing up real fast.
It’s looking to the future instead of being so tied to the past.

We don’t have the answers, so there’s no point in the questions.
How ‘bout a hug, a smile, or maybe a joke?
If we talk about cancer anymore, we may have to choke.
God has the answers, this is his game.
Please, we don’t want to be thrown into fame.
We just want to live, to love, and to learn.
For simplicity, normality, and the shadows we yearn.

We’ve been ever blessed, we could never say thank you enough.
You all need to remember, at the end of the day Lizzie is still tough.
We’ll keep our cocktails for now, and we’ll pray for a trial.
Not the kind we have now, but a clinical, please no denial.

Did God Kill My Mother? Loving God Through The Pain Of Mortality

I stood at the pulpit of my parent's home ward, staring into a sea of people and seeing only a few faces. I was the last speaker for my mom's funeral service, something I actually took joy in. Two weeks later I attended church services at my student Young Single Adult ward. I was broken, hurt, confused, scared out of my mind, and feeling cut off.
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This I Believe

I could never ever in my life deny that God lives. He lives, he loves us, he knows us, and he is here to help us. It is my belief that when we left our Father in heaven to come to Earth and carry out his plan that he made us a few promises. Of those promises, I believe he promised a great life. He never promised a life with-out trials, but he promised us a great life indeed.
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When You’re Not Sure If God Is Really Watching…He Is

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My team consists of two girls, and a bunch of hilarious guys. The majority of these guys are married, and so I often think of some of them as older brothers. They tell hilarious marriage stories, I remind them how grateful they should be for their wives, and they offer dating advice that sometimes is actually pretty dang sound. We have fun, we get our work done, and the world goes round. [/et_pb_text][/et_pb_column][/et_pb_row][et_pb_row admin_label="Row"][et_pb_column type="4_4"][et_pb_text admin_label="Text" background_layout="light" text_orientation="left" use_border_color="off" border_color="#ffffff" border_style="solid"] Last week I did have one particular day that just felt off. I was feeling a bit out of place in my life. I’ve graduated, which makes interacting with people my age a bit interesting. Most are either married, still in school, or are in the sometimes uncomfortable in-between like I am.   *Disclaimer: This is not a post about how much I want to get married. I’m simply trying to highlight this unique demographic I find myself in. I have faith in God’s plan, I have much to be grateful for, and life is good. The end.*   For some reason I was particularly aware of the fact that I didn’t really feel like I fit in, in my own life. I had friends, but I didn’t feel like we were maybe as close as we could have been. I felt a lack in my social circle of common understanding, life phases, experience, etc. I was driving home, pondering these feelings of isolation that were swirling in my brain. I don’t particularly enjoy feeling isolated, it’s not on my list of things to enjoy in a day, and I was trying to figure out how to get rid of it. Country music softly played on the radio, and I tried to remind myself of all the blessings I enjoyed, and promise that I wasn't an outlier, an outcast, isolated. Here I was, driving along and all of the sudden my Bluetooth connected with an incoming phone call. I answered, a bit taken aback, to hear the comforting voice of a friend I hadn’t talked to in months.   This particular friend was one of the first friends I made when I moved to Orem, and his friendship has been more of a blessing than he will ever know. Our conversation was short, and consisted of him saying he’d simply been thinking about me, we hadn’t talked for a while, and wanting to get together soon. Unfortunately our crazy schedules never permitted us to get together, but we will soon I’m sure. The point is, while I would have loved to get together, that’s not what I needed at that time. I needed to be reminded I had friends, I wasn’t alone, I wasn’t an outlier, and things were going to be a-okay.   As I finished my drive I couldn’t help but smile at the fact that God is totally aware of us. Never forget that. He is aware of you even when you don’t think he is. He knows the pleadings of your heart, even when you don’t reach out to him in prayer (although you should, cause that definitely makes life that much better), and he is working daily for your greater good. He is consistently putting people and things in your path to help you along the way, I truly believe it.   So, remember God loves you. Remember he is waiting to help you with whatever you need. Ask him, ask him what you can do to help yourself, listen for the spirit, and go forward with faith. I’m so grateful my friend listened to a prompting exactly at the moment I needed him to. Don’t ignore promptings, lift others, lift yourselves, and life will work out just fine—promise. 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Gluten Free Cake Pops That Will Make You Wish You were actually gluten free

These cake pops will definitely be my go-to gluten free treat for future parties, events, and every day occasions... they were a hit!
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Not Your Mama’s Gluten Free Mac & Cheese

The gluten-free life isn't always easy, especially when you're craving some serious comfort food. Like Mac n Cheese. Don't worry, I've got you covered!
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Gluten Free Pad Thai

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  • Gluten Free Pad Thai or Rice Stir-Fry Noodles
  • San-J Gluten Free Sweet & Tangy or Orange Sauce
  • Sesame Seeds
  • Assorted Veggies (I like to use broccoli slaw, snap peas, water chestnuts and cole slaw)
  • Dash of Garlic Powder
  • *Protein option: 1 egg
  • 2 cups water
  [/et_pb_text][/et_pb_column][/et_pb_row][et_pb_row admin_label="Row" make_fullwidth="off" use_custom_width="off" width_unit="on" use_custom_gutter="off" padding_mobile="off" disabled="off" disabled_on="on|on|off" allow_player_pause="off" parallax="off" parallax_method="off" make_equal="off" parallax_1="off" parallax_method_1="off" parallax_2="off" parallax_method_2="off" parallax_3="off" parallax_method_3="off" column_padding_mobile="on"][et_pb_column type="1_3"][et_pb_image admin_label="Image" src="http://understandinglindsey.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/12/DSC_0005.jpg" show_in_lightbox="off" url_new_window="off" use_overlay="off" animation="left" sticky="off" align="center" force_fullwidth="off" always_center_on_mobile="on" use_border_color="off" border_color="#ffffff" border_style="solid"] [/et_pb_image][/et_pb_column][et_pb_column type="1_3"][et_pb_image admin_label="Image" src="http://understandinglindsey.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/12/DSC_0001.jpg" show_in_lightbox="off" url_new_window="off" use_overlay="off" animation="left" sticky="off" align="center" force_fullwidth="off" always_center_on_mobile="on" use_border_color="off" border_color="#ffffff" border_style="solid"] [/et_pb_image][/et_pb_column][et_pb_column type="1_3"][et_pb_image admin_label="Image" src="http://understandinglindsey.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/12/DSC_0004.jpg" show_in_lightbox="off" url_new_window="off" use_overlay="off" animation="left" sticky="off" align="center" force_fullwidth="off" always_center_on_mobile="on" use_border_color="off" border_color="#ffffff" border_style="solid"] [/et_pb_image][/et_pb_column][/et_pb_row][et_pb_row admin_label="Row"][et_pb_column type="4_4"][et_pb_text admin_label="Text" background_layout="light" text_orientation="left" use_border_color="off" border_color="#ffffff" border_style="solid"] In a large skillet bring the 2 cups water to boil and add your rice noodles, veggies, sesame seeds (to taste), a dash of garlic powder, and drizzle with your sauce. Cover with a lid and cook on medium heat for about 5 minutes or until noodles are tender. Don't forget to stir noodles occasionally and add water as needed. When your noodles are soft, cover with a lid and let them cool for 1 minute. Add additional sauce as needed and salt and pepper to taste. *If you wanted the protein option, simply scramble the egg in a separate pan and add in at the end. These are best served hot, but do reheat as leftovers fairly well with the noodles keeping their texture consistently. 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Read Me

I’ve decided to try to be a poet

One of my closest friends in the whole wide world is an absolutely brilliant poet. After begging her to read me one of the most beautiful pieces I've ever heard, (which she wrote), I asked why she wrote poetry.
Read Me

The Blessing Of True Friendship

[et_pb_section admin_label="Section" fullwidth="on" specialty="off"][et_pb_fullwidth_post_title admin_label="Post_Title" global_module="142" saved_tabs="all" title="on" meta="on" author="off" date="off" categories="off" comments="off" featured_image="on" featured_placement="background" parallax_effect="on" parallax_method="on" text_orientation="center" text_color="light" text_background="on" text_bg_color="rgba(87,90,94,0.59)" module_bg_color="rgba(255,255,255,0)" title_font="Montserrat|||on|" title_font_size="30" title_text_color="#ffffff" title_all_caps="off" meta_font="Lora||||" meta_text_color="#d9d8c7" use_border_color="off" border_color="#ffffff" border_style="solid"] [/et_pb_fullwidth_post_title][/et_pb_section][et_pb_section admin_label="Section" fullwidth="off" specialty="off"][et_pb_row admin_label="Row"][et_pb_column type="1_4"][et_pb_number_counter admin_label="Number Counter" number="28" percent_sign="off" counter_color="#b54c60" background_layout="light" use_border_color="off" border_color="#ffffff" border_style="solid" number_font="Lora||||"] [/et_pb_number_counter][et_pb_divider admin_label="Divider" color="#575a5e" show_divider="on" height="11" divider_style="solid" divider_position="top" hide_on_mobile="on"] [/et_pb_divider][et_pb_text admin_label="Text" background_layout="light" text_orientation="center" header_font="Montserrat|||on|" header_font_size="42px" use_border_color="off" border_color="#ffffff" border_style="solid" text_font="Montserrat|||on|" text_font_size="30"] November 2016 [/et_pb_text][/et_pb_column][et_pb_column type="3_4"][et_pb_text admin_label="Text" background_layout="light" text_orientation="left" use_border_color="off" border_color="#ffffff" border_style="solid"] I’ve always had an appreciation for really great friendships. I remember my parents sitting down with my when I was younger, usually after some big fight with various childhood friends, and explaining the types of friendships you find in life. It usually went something like this, “Lindsey, you’re going to have many different types of friends in your life. I have many different types of friends in life, and they constantly change. Of all my friendships, I can only count on my fingers how many true friends I have, and best friends on one hand.”   As a child, I had a bit of a hard time grasping this. To me, everyone was a ‘best friend’, a life-long confidant. I learned through many tears, the second lesson my parents taught me. “You’re going to have many acquaintances in life, you’re going to have many friends, but you’ll only have a few true best friends.” Acquaintances? Yeah, try explaining acquaintances to a child, not so easy. 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I’ve found many acquaintances, truly good people that brought sunshine into my life, even if for a moment. I’ve had many friends, people I spent time with, had similarities with, and enjoyed the interactions of our life. Like my parents told me, I can honestly say I now only have a few best friends that I can count on my hands, and they change all the time.   My acquaintances, ah, let me tell you about these people. They’re the nice girls at work, who greet me with a smile in the morning, bring me a Reese’s peanut butter cup because they know I have an obsession, and ask general questions about how my life is going. They’re the people in my ward that gush with me over Gilmore Girls and the fact that we have all have a serious love-hate relationship with Logan Huntsburger. They share in my love of Christmas, and help me spread that cheer to co-workers and beyond. My acquaintances and I interact on a daily, weekly, something monthly basis, but they’re always there. We’re that little boost for each other, the little ray of sunshine that you sometimes need to make it through a somewhat cloudy day.   My friends, now, these people are fun. They’re the people I met in school, in my ward, in my clubs. We’re friends on social media, and some of us still keep in touch, but boy do we have a lot of memories. These were the people that were by my side while I was going through the various stages a college student goes through. They’re those people in High School that I text every month or so to catch up on the little ones, the mission, the new job, the crazy school schedule, the new boyfriend, the ex-boyfriend, and everything in-between. They’re my people, my fan club, my support system, the basis of too many memories to count and shapers of the person I am today.   Now, let’s get to the big ones, the ones I protect the most fiercely and support the strongest. These are my inner circle, my crowd, the keepers of my darkest secrets, my best friends. These people made sure to answer the phone when I called every single day after my mom died, and congratulate me on making it through the first two hours of the day, all the while reassuring me I could make it two more hours until lunch. These people were there when I was shattered--heart, mind, body, and soul. Completely void of the life I thought I would have, a dream and heart shattered everywhere. They were there, turning on the light, holding my hand, supporting me as I lifted myself off the ground and put the pieces of my life back together. They’re there at 12 a.m. when my mind won’t shut up and I have to talk it out before I go insane. They’re the words of encouragement when I’m not sure if I can ever open my heart and soul to love again, reminding me of the knowledge I’ve gained and the potential of my future. Some of them have fought on my team since we were in diapers, and we’ve come in and out of each other’s lives, shifting from friendship level as needed. Bottom line, these are my soul connections, my family, the people I truly believe I’ve known for eternity. They know Lindsey, and then they know Lindsey. They see my soul and I see theirs, and it’s really quite beautiful to have a connection like that.   Now, the last point my parents taught me was the one constant in life, change. This was as equally hard to grasp as the concept of acquaintances, but I think with the years I’ve become a little more used to it. It used to bother me, the concept of losing friends. With some people I felt such an intense connection, I couldn’t fathom how our lives would ever survive without that. Here’s one thing I’ve learned, where one friend is lost another is waiting to be gained. I value the concept of change, because it brings with it the hope that wherever you are at in your life, you will have what you need through current or new friendships. It’s exciting, meeting new people and gaining perspectives and cultures.   Of course, we don’t lose all of our friends, some we may keep most of our lives, but the beauty of change is that it brings hope, perspective, and brightness for the future.   I’ve moved quite a bit since May, I moved home where I needed friends and people to lift me up as I searched for a job, and God happily provided. I moved to Salt Lake, a humongous city that felt like it was going to swallow me whole, and I needed friends to keep the jaws open, and show me the beauty that can be found in dark places—God happily provided. Most recently I moved to Orem, a city I never expected to live in, and I desperately needed friends. I needed people that accepted me as I was, supported me as I struggled to start on the new path my life is in, and help me as I discovered new roads and perspectives I didn’t know I had. God has happily provided.   I guess lately I’ve just been extremely grateful for the friendship and people my life. I look back and recognize the people that helped me on my way, turning around on their own paths to give me a hand and pull me a little farther up the mountain. There are individuals who quite literally saved my life, and although I have tried I can never thank them enough.   My life isn’t anywhere near where I thought it would be, but I do know it’s everything it’s supposed to be. There are some holes here and there, but those holes are filled with countless friendship that I know God put in my life exactly for that reason. No matter which category you think you fall into, know that I truly love and appreciate each and every one of you. You are needed, you are loved, and you are appreciated exactly as you are. 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Read Me

A for honesty….or I mean eventual honesty.

Stop faking it. Be genuine human beings. Stand up for what you believe in. Quit caring so much about others and take the time to care for yourself. In reality, by caring for yourself and telling the truth, you're taking better care of them anyways.
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